{"id":1646,"date":"2021-06-04T11:48:10","date_gmt":"2021-06-04T10:48:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.nickybosman.nl\/?p=1646"},"modified":"2021-06-04T11:48:59","modified_gmt":"2021-06-04T10:48:59","slug":"woorden-uit-de-kast","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.nickybosman.nl\/en\/woorden-uit-de-kast\/","title":{"rendered":"Woorden uit de kast"},"content":{"rendered":"<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"1646\" class=\"elementor elementor-1646\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"has_eae_slider elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-5525ba17 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"5525ba17\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-settings=\"{&quot;background_background&quot;:&quot;classic&quot;}\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"has_eae_slider elementor-column elementor-col-16 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-5c30ca0 elementor-hidden-phone\" data-id=\"5c30ca0\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-settings=\"{&quot;background_background&quot;:&quot;classic&quot;}\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"has_eae_slider elementor-column elementor-col-66 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-78f1f604\" data-id=\"78f1f604\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-50af0b29 elementor-widget elementor-widget-spacer\" data-id=\"50af0b29\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"spacer.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-spacer-inner\"><\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-5fdd660 elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"5fdd660\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<h6 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">observation<\/h6>\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-2e4e9cdd elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"2e4e9cdd\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<h2 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">Woorden uit de kast<\/h2>\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-44553a3 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"44553a3\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em>Zwolle &#8211; Leiden<\/em><\/p><p>Met tranen in mijn ogen lees ik mijn eigen woorden terug. Heb ik dit geschreven? Is het in mijn hoofd zo donker geweest? De tekst roept beelden op die ik al jaren niet meer paraat heb gehad, herinneringen die wel het fundament vormen waarop ik ben gebouwd. Ik voel die oude pijn weer. Minder scherp dan toen, als een schaduw waarin ik mijn eigen vorm herken. Ik voel compassie voor de schrijver van de tekst, en tomeloze pijn, maar ook dankbaarheid voor mijn leven zoals het nu is. Al jaren uit de kast en comfortabel met mezelf zijn alle negatieve figuranten langzaam maar zeker uit beeld verdwenen. Met gemengde gevoelens trek ik me uit mijn eigen woorden terug naar de realiteit van de dag. Leiden. 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Woorden uit de kast Zwolle &#8211; Leiden Met tranen in mijn ogen lees ik mijn eigen woorden terug. Heb ik dit geschreven? Is het in mijn hoofd zo donker geweest? De tekst roept beelden op die ik al jaren niet meer paraat heb gehad, herinneringen die wel het fundament [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"elementor_header_footer","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[115],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nickybosman.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1646"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nickybosman.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nickybosman.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nickybosman.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nickybosman.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1646"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/www.nickybosman.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1646\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1653,"href":"https:\/\/www.nickybosman.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1646\/revisions\/1653"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nickybosman.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1646"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nickybosman.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1646"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nickybosman.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1646"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}