{"id":1577,"date":"2021-06-04T11:29:11","date_gmt":"2021-06-04T10:29:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.nickybosman.nl\/?p=1577"},"modified":"2024-03-31T19:44:48","modified_gmt":"2024-03-31T18:44:48","slug":"the-control-paradox","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.nickybosman.nl\/en\/the-control-paradox\/","title":{"rendered":"The control paradox"},"content":{"rendered":"
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rising above, I overstretched.
overtaxed, overloaded,
over-ed myself into
a tightly controlled bundle of body parts.<\/p>

moderation, I am told, is key
average, plain temperance.
a break, to recess
into myself.<\/p>

problem is,
too much moderation,
defined as self-control,
tightens those bundles body parts into a knot.<\/p>

break too hard and
shatter into fractures,
hollow and depressed<\/p>

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by slacking and easing,
minding my power to
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exploratie The control paradox rising above, I overstretched. overtaxed, overloaded, over-ed myself into a tightly controlled bundle of body parts. moderation, I am told, is key average, plain temperance. a break, to recess into myself. problem is, too much moderation, defined as self-control, tightens those bundles body parts into a […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"elementor_header_footer","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[127],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nickybosman.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1577"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nickybosman.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nickybosman.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nickybosman.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nickybosman.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1577"}],"version-history":[{"count":14,"href":"https:\/\/www.nickybosman.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1577\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1591,"href":"https:\/\/www.nickybosman.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1577\/revisions\/1591"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nickybosman.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1577"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nickybosman.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1577"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nickybosman.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1577"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}